Every week
I change my mind on what I should do with my life.
This week, it’s becoming a news anchor.
Who knows what I will be next week.
what i love about my coworker/friends
is the gift i received from Court today, also the text this past week where she said “OMG IF I SEE HIS THINGY IM GONNA DIE” of course we were talking about Channing Tatum’s thingy. then getting a text from Sumie about her failed attempt at sneaky photography of some guys back sweat, then her texting me from the toilet cause she knows it’s my pet peeve. and a boost of confidence from Amanda that i clearly don’t see in myself but i am grateful for her believing in me and also making a bad ass video for oceanography that we better ace.
tomorrow Sev’s coming for a visit. god only knows whats gonna happen when we get together. i just may have to drink my one and only cheat day but strictly cheating with booze only.
This is what Courtney gave me to remember her by for the week she’s on vacation in New York.
STFU
With your stupid insignificant facebook post every 5 minutes that no one cares about.
STFU
With your damn facebook post suggesting your sad, pathetic mood but refuse to talk about it when people ask “what’s wrong?”
Earlier I was way more excited for Amanda
To finally go on her date than she was! Then it hit me, if it goes well, if she suddenly decides to try with him, give him a chance and try this dating thing I will be completely ALONE. I will have no one to go out with and I will be socially awkwardly on my own. I don’t have a lot of friends, which is fine by me cause the ones I have I know are real, meaningful and what a true friendship consist of.
I’m happy for her, she’s going on a date, getting out there. She’s gonna be woo’ed. I’m the one who’s not putting myself out there. I want too, but than I’d rather not deal with it. I’m just gonna let nature take its course and happen when its suppose to happen.
